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(1 fine mother fucker | back that ass up) Come on baby I can tell that you’re not that tough [05 Jul 2005|12:58am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | the capricorns ] ( these were taken from my balcony )

(2 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) this was on private...o.0 [29 Jun 2005|11:36pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | -----------hella nervous--------- ] ( lots of pictures you don't need to look at  )

(back that ass up) [24 Jun 2005|03:25pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | azure ray ] Drive away Just get on the interstate And slip through this closing gate Pulled into this cheap hotel I called just to wish you well You said don't let love break you down Well just show me how and let me never be broken ( Tomorrow a new point of view )

you make me sick [06 Jun 2005|10:52pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | [pig destroyer] verminess ] you stupid cunt when she touches me it's like a rodent sifting through garbage but it's better than just rotting away when she kisses me her lips are like chalk beneath empty socket eyes compassion takes too much effort I suppose the dead honeybees suckle withered flowers 'cause they don't know what else to do

[30 Apr 2005|08:07pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | interpol ] you're playing my game. bitch

(5 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) [ this is my final fit, my final bellyache ] [04 Apr 2005|02:11pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | no surprises ] You're either my friend or you're not. Decide. Put me on or off for good. This isn't temporary. If you're interested in this life, dont pretend youre not for one second. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH Yes, this will be my last public post, if this wasnt ( clear ) enough for you.

(2 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) I'll be waiting with a gun and a pack of sandwiches [03 Apr 2005|08:06pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | come on and break the door down ] My sister is PREGNANT! I'm going to be an AUNT!!! Yay!... I'm so exited for her, she's always wanted a baby..this is going to be fun times. Today when refering to her, I called her "sisters" I thought it was amusing, [i only have one sister] I think I'm going to keep calling her that because like she IS "bipolar"...so its like having more than one sister. we are hoping for a girl.

(back that ass up) where have all the flowers gone [01 Apr 2005|06:22pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | does anyone like a.p.p.l.e.? ] Eh, occasionally I sell things on ebay to make some extra money...and sometimes I post the shit I sell in here.....yep. I'm selling a lot of Nintendo stuff. This auction is for a used nintendo game system IT IS NOT IN WORKING CONDITION, it powers up but game will not stay down. Usually when you put a game in and push it down it stays down. Its probably just a spring out of place. Comes with 24 games, 11 paddles, 2 joysticks, 1 max nintendo controller, 1 rf adapter, 1 ac adapter and 8 cases. it's starting at $9.99 http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=8182069061 Two games in the pictures are not included "adventure island" and "exitebike" they did not work. ( here is a list of all the games: )

(back that ass up) [01 Apr 2005|09:42am] [ mood | bored ] I'm driving down to brownsville tonight. ( look here )

(4 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) Easter! [28 Mar 2005|04:32pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | boy you just a stupid bitch ] easter sunday. family, food and prescott. Phil and I drove up there with my Mom and her boyfriend. I met my sisters new boyfriend, Adam. He was really nice. I think he's the nicest guy she's ever been with, also the best looking. He resembles John Cusack. The boy before this one had no personality and was ugly. My sister told my mom about me calling everyone at "abercrombie and fitch" cunts to their face. At least I was telling them the truth. I thought it was pretty funny that she told her. My mom just has a look of dissapointment on her face. Phil and I played basketball, swing, tetertotter and "watch phil do tricks on the kids skateboards and skooters" with Mark and Vickys kids and my cousin, Emily. I met my BRAND NEW little cousin, Steven. Cutest little half eskimo baby ever! He looks like the baby from IceAge. Phil and I held him. Phil kept asking after we got home if he was good with kids, and said he would be an awesome dad one day. Awe. ONE day, In about 15 years? I havent seen Mark and Vickys[my grandmas lesbian lovers son and wife] kids in a long time they were so big! Especially Tori, so tall. Jackson, their boy kept yelling at us while we played basketball because...we kept saying "god" and "sucks". Bad habits. I was trying to explain that "god" wasnt a bad word. Whatever, their parents are weird. ;x Barely anyone brought food to the "potluck". I forgot to take my camera ;[ so I have no pictures. BUT I do have pictures I took today...so be happy. You don't need to see those people anyway. right? ( if youre interested.... ) ( This humming bird is always hanging outside of the window ) ( I caught Phil sleeping with a pooh bear I took from my moms thrift store ) ( me yesterday )

(back that ass up) dream [23 Mar 2005|09:43am] phil and I jumped off a bridge into some brown nasty water...i hate heights and water...but I jumped in after. I helped him find his jacket. for some reason a bunch of patches were just floating around in the water. this guy came into my moms store with a child he strangled it right infront of us and we were helpless to do anything he just let it sit there and left it for some reason i took it to the back room and like its mother came in and thought i had found her baby alive ok its time for work

(3 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) [15 Mar 2005|07:43pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | wendy o williams and the plasmatics..[stand by your man] ] Went by my dads place, he wasnt there but that freeloading bitches faggot son was there he let me in and showed me where my mail was. My check wasnt there. She probably already opened up my mail and then tried to cash it. I grabbed the rest of the photo albums since my dad obviously doesnt want anything to do with either of his children. So why does he need pictures of them? I took the snowboard, the two atari systems I was suppose to sell on ebay a long time ago, a huge roll of bubble wrap and a movie I left there. Jimmy aka The faggot didnt say a word to me after he said hi and showed me where the mail was, He was on the phone. I went through the house like I still lived there. Went in all the rooms grabbed out all my pictures. He went into my old room where he now lives and shut the door I guess he wanted to talk in private or something. So I took all the pictures of that freeloading bitches kids and her kids kids off the walls took them outside threw them on the carport kicked them and then jumped up and down on them till all the frames and glass was broken. I was satisfied. Those pictures don't belong in that house. I lived there for 18 years. Thats MY familys house. ( her pictures are not secrad  )

(17 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) why I always wear long sleeves..comment [14 Mar 2005|05:49pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | bad brains [attitude] ] no makeup, i thought it was appropriate for the pictures ( more scars )

(back that ass up) he just cannot seem to reason so he will never understand [04 Mar 2005|11:56pm] [ mood | cranky ] ( They simply smile politely, then with one accord turn away )

(2 fine mother fuckers | back that ass up) [15 Feb 2005|03:53pm] My hair has been black since I was about 14..so like i'm almost 20 now, I thought it was time to do something new...so yesterday tried to bleach a stripe in my hair...I wanted it to be white but its orange. forgot to get some toner....ack looks like shit I look like I'm crying in some of these, but dont worry I'm just stoned? ( ---meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh--- )

(back that ass up) the name on the bullet was mine [09 Feb 2005|11:32pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | [the barracudas] i saw my death in a dream last night ] you're [he's] really starting to scare me now.

(back that ass up) [05 Feb 2005|09:41pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | he's snoring away on the couch ] today, worst day of my life. how can you love someone and hate them so much at the same time? why does he always disappoint me? why are women such stupid dirty sluts? most women have no respect for themselves its fucking fowl. everything was becoming somewhat normal, actually i thought things were going pretty good. he bought me a car, i thought that meant something...and then today...its like he ruined everything. my day, my moms day, his day...my uncle his wife and their children's day. most importantly my moms day because now things between her and i are going to be back to where they were and I'll have to kiss ass all over again. my head is pounding. i guess everything is back to "normal". dissapointed, hurt, sickened and wounded. there's a big pink bump on my forehead. my neck hurts. i cut my hair, i cut chunks out its really really short. i just want to crawl back into the cellar and drink.

(1 fine mother fucker | back that ass up) Got this from Danny's journal xfiendx [05 Feb 2005|08:20pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | watching the brak show ] 01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you. [02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you. [03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise. [04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you. [05] Put this in your journal.

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